what sucks is when you didn’t do anything wrong, when you’ve been nothing but good to someone and they look past it… When they take you for granted and when they don’t appreciate you. When they fuck up, but you care so much that you forgive them just so they could still be a part of your life… It hurts. I can’t let someone feel how I’m feeling. I can’t let him feel my pain. I wish he knew how hurt I am. How betrayed I feel. I did nothing wrong yet I feel like the bad guy. I feel so bad for something HE should feel bad for.. And idk why. Can better days come already ):

May has seriously been a bad luck month or something. So much has happened in so little time. Things came to me and got taken away so fast. But I guess it’s just life changing its course. Nothing stays the same and things happen for a reason even if I don’t know the reason why. I just hope June will be better. More opportunities. My birthday is this month as well. 2 weeks and I still haven’t figured out what I want to do. I can’t believe it’s already June though… It seems like just yesterday we were still in December.. reminiscing about last summer.. omg. It’s here again and I’m excited for what’s in store these next 3 months of summer.

filikush asked: can i make you a sandwich?

this made me smile.. lol yes :)

I’m broken. I don’t want to sound over dramatic but I have been through a lot. If you knew my story, you’d know that I’ve been fucked over countless times. I guess I’m what you call ‘emotionally damaged’. It’s not like I’m depressed or anything. Honestly, I’m fine. I’ve just learned to be more cautious of who to open up to. I learned that nothing lasts forever. Love and infatuation are two completely different things. ‘I love you’ doesn’t mean anything to me because I’ve heard it from every single guy that I talked to besides one. Love shouldn’t be that easy right? Before I go to sleep, I just think to myself that I’m happy where I’m at. Good things take time. And there’s a reason as to why nothing’s working out right now… because there’s something better in store for me in the future.